It’s okay
What I’m saying
What I’m playing
That I’m praying
You think you know me and can show me
Hear me Say
It’s okay
My mind’s relaying
It’s dismaying
It’s decaying
You think you know me, can control me
Here me Say
It’s okay
I’m testifying
And I’m lying
And denying
And
And
And
It’s okay
I’m conveying
I’m portraying
And I’m fraying
And
It’s
Okay
I’m implying
And denying
And I’m dying
You think you know me, can console me
And
And
And
And
Is it okay
It’s diverting
to be inserting
and not be hurting
and
and
is it okay
i’m justifying
what you’re supplying
so preoccupying
death defying
dissatisfying
is it okay
that i pray
that i pray
that i pray
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I am listening but not prying
Reaching out trying
To help
Be there
Listening
I care. 💜
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Wowza, Ron–this is exquisitely penned, so accurate and relatable. Know that I’m praying for you as I wobble along in my own little life. ALSO, my blog is now Private–and I’ve sent you an invite so you can have access to read my posts. No obligation–just letting you know that without accepting, you’ll get some sort of automated “blocked” message. God bless you, Brother–we’ll get through this murky time ❤
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Trying to find the invite, but I’m a bit ignorant of where it is. 🙂
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If you’re email address is available on the blog, I’ll try sending it there…please don’t feel bad, I’m WAY ignorant!! 🙂
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I just sent it to your gmail address (which you’d given me previously)–so have a look there and it should point you to the easy intro ;)<3
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