I am tired.
And I am not just talking about my Chronic Fatigue as part of my Fibromyalgia. For that I just instantly shutdown the laptop and lie down.
No I am tired of other things.
I am tired of not knowing for certain if I say the right things at times.
I am tired of things I say maybe being interpreted the wrong way because that’s how everyone else means it.
I am tired of worrying about a 10 year old’s Home Work and Test grades because of whatever reasons. (My son has good grades, just to clarify.)
I am tired of not having time to write my books.
I am tired of worrying if my next post is going to come across as negative or as a downer.
I am tired of worrying if I am going to lose another friend for an unknown reason.
I am tired of worrying if I am going to lose a friend because of just not saying things the right way.
And yes . . .
I am tired of having migraines every second of my life now.
I am tired of the pain through my back, neck, arms and hands every time I type or even breathe.
I am tired of every time I walk past a TV all I see or hear is something negative and another death or another threat.
I am tired of politicians without . . . well I was going to say a bit of crudeness but instead I will say . . . without a back bone to actually say what needs to be said and stand up and do what needs to be done.
I am tired of the US of A trying to take care of the world when it can’t take care of itself.
I am tired of people judging people.
I am tired.
I am tired of my mind thinking of the dread.
A dread of what will come, what is ahead.
What is ahead is something I have no control.
A control that I lack and is slowly taking its toll.
What are you tired of?
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