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Afraid to be Nice

by: Ronovan

I tried to be nice

But I was told it might not be that way

It’s not that I was bad

It’s not that I did wrong or was anything I had to say

But for a heart wearer

Who has lost how the world may work

Things can be breaking

When chastised remotely I feel like a jerk

You say get over it

And I will try in my time and way

But live in my shoes

The hurt is the only thing that will stay

Now I question everything I do

Will I write the wrong word or comment

Will I use the wrong image

All these doubts and questions spin in a torrent

I am a dweller

I live in the heart of emotion

I cannot shake it

My heart is my devotion