Nourished by Misery
Misery is all,
This heart nourishes upon,
Days of loneliness.
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Lost
Answers Escape Me
Answers Escape Me
Wonders never cease,
While questions abound around,
Answers find escape.
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Insanity Havens Shattered
Insanity Havens Shattered
I can’t see where I am waiting
The light has gone out of my eyes
The dam breaks into the cavernous hollow
That was once my mind filled with memories of you
Now I don’t know what I am here for
I can’t seem to discover my path back through
The rifts of the time I was in before
Keep me in your thoughts and your heart
Torch marks engrave the image of you
Torn deep into the crevices of my soul
I look for a way to hang onto the pain
The pain of loving you
Thunder pounds into the echoes of madness
Lightning strikes behind my dimmed eyes
Even opened
They still see lightning strike images of you
Cracks formed in the insanity havens
Believed to be the sanctuary holding me bound
But now
Now I can no longer heart beat be found
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A Pretty Poem?
A Pretty Poem
by: Ronovan
Closing my eyes I drift away to a place
I hear the breeze blowing and feel it kiss my skin
There is an emptiness around me
My soul burns deep within
How long has it been
Since my thoughts were last not of you
I can count them on one finger
But even one is too many to be true
I see you in the moon
Late at night as I gaze
I venture into the world
Wandering through the embracing maze
I catch the fragrance of your skin
The air carries it across to me
The distance of the land
Is greater than that of an ocean or sea
I reach up to the sky
Tracing your cheek among the trees
The aching begins deeply
And I drop down to my knees
So far so far the distance
It brings my existence so small
My touch falls to empty
As my body trembles to its fall
This was my attempt to write ‘a pretty poem’. Even it turned into darkness.
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Prismatical
Prismatical
by: Ronovan the Lost Mind
These limbs I hate
Give me a saw
But how would I do it
Without them at all
So they ache
My fingers pain
I keep writing these words
Driving me slowly insane
I have happiness
But why do I fight
I hang onto the madness
With all of my might
Is it that the pain
Is something that is always mine
Is it that it will never leave
Is it because I’ll never be fine
Spin around twice
Capture the light in a bottle of green
Shake it up
It looks quite obscene
Yeah that just came to me
In the middle of this thought
Now you see what I deal with
It’s something I’ve always fought
Bring on the words
And throw out the time
Days mean nothing
When you have no kept mind
You probably been thinking
This boy is crazy crazy
But to know the whole truth
My brains just dazy hazy
The luminary softness glow
Cascades across her ebon locks
Enticing my thoughts to danger
Worth death of all for one kiss
I went off in another direction
My mind is distracted by a world aflamed
What does it all mean
I’m learning not to ever feel ashamed
Let your thoughts flow
Just get it out of your system
Cause if you hold it in
You’ll be fractured psyched like a prism
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My Own Heart’s Irritation
My Own Heart’s Irritation
by: Ronovan
My heart strings are a weapon
Used secretly in stealth
They cause confusion and destruction
And deranged mental health
You look at all the forensics
You say there’s no crime
This ain’t no OJ
There’s no fix in this time
You spend just a moment
Just to catch a breath
Those strings get to tuggin’
Causing a cerebral death
Stop just a second wait
It’s all that is needed
But no oh no
The words fall as they’re pleaded
Extra Extra read all about it
The explosion has come
Yeah the heart strings
I’ve been hamstrung
Why so surprised by that comment
Who did you think was the victim in this situation
What body could be harmed
By my own hearts irritation
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Lost in Ranting
Lost in Ranting
by: Ronovan
Ranting does nothing,
When you have no direction,
You will lose your way.
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Afraid to be Nice
Afraid to be Nice
by: Ronovan
I tried to be nice
But I was told it might not be that way
It’s not that I was bad
It’s not that I did wrong or was anything I had to say
But for a heart wearer
Who has lost how the world may work
Things can be breaking
When chastised remotely I feel like a jerk
You say get over it
And I will try in my time and way
But live in my shoes
The hurt is the only thing that will stay
Now I question everything I do
Will I write the wrong word or comment
Will I use the wrong image
All these doubts and questions spin in a torrent
I am a dweller
I live in the heart of emotion
I cannot shake it
My heart is my devotion
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U2-I Still haven’t found what I’m looking for.
A song for the day.
Melancholy has set in.
And the sun chased away.
Sighing Blooms (Haiku #1 My first Haiku written this morning.)
The broken heart sighs
The wind aids vanquishing time
Growing the flower bloom
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